im useless but not for long.

you know sometimes how you bite off more than what you can chew?

you choke. thats what.

it may seem obvious. but i am not an over-achier. i am not a workaholic. i am not a perfectionist. i am not whatever you call yourself to make it look like you have a higher level of stress in your life than the rest of the world. i am not phased when i get a C. so far i have eleven C's in fact. and i may not ever graduate to a minimum acceptable GPA, a 2.75.

so whats the difference between me and you?

me. i take pride in being mediocre. its the only thing im excceptionally good at. i try everything, im a temporary worker, but thats not even permanent. if im not calling it cocky, or arrogance, i have major, major faith in myself, that if the big roads are not open for me, ill find the little twisted ones, and still be where i need to be. you know, that lightbulb guy said; you never fail, you just found ways that didnt work. im not trying to all wise or anything, but if any of you guys are like me, your time to shine will come.

im so good at prepping myself.

on lighter note. i went to kemang festival yesterday with my baby. very crowded! but i had major major fun. and i wished i brought more money..i went with my baby and it really beats going to the malls. it was a sweaty, clear-sky night but there was some people who got lst and thought they were still at the mall. too much makeup, clothes too skimpy. ehh. i hope the "mas-mas" gets a pretty sight.

when youre outside on your foot, and everybody else is outside, looking in at the overrated, overhyped, imported coffeeshops and "venues" and places named like TIPSY or that other bar that boasted two bottles of tequilas for 650000 and say that its the best deal in town, you cant help but crack up. what vain-ness are we indonesian people trying to portray? what other money-spending facilites do we really need?

spending daddy's money is not as cool as you think it is, you know.