is it tomorrow yet?

i'm anxious about tomorrow and how its going to work out, to fall into place. or be destroyed in one big swoosh! really. it can go either way. but i just prayed, let there be no disadvantageous coincidences. *oh yes, i believe in coincidences*

jadi besok itu jadwalnya pengantar ekonomi I. cool huh? only im racking my brains on how to excuse myself for not wearing the yellow jacket, or not having white collared shirts and a skirt on, or not wearing a black shoe, or having my cellphone on, or having my car parked in the parking lot or whatever, or smoking in the premises (kidding! heh heh) and i dont think my excuses are convincing.

so much for trying to be unnoticed. if theres any trouble id skip the rest of the week. teehee. so I can feel like bonnie parker all over again. its just that im stuck between the concepts of anonimity and notoriety. i dont think i prefer one than the other, can you be both? can you ever be both? maybe if you're a masked villain, or a superhero, where no one knows your real identity and you have to change costumes to switch identities and have laser gadgets and a batmobile..umm. sorry.

speaking of bonnie, clide has been a very very sexy boy this week. arr! *makes pirate noises*. im waking up with unkown hickies in the strangest places.

ah. lets go back to the academic nature of this post;

the days of oversleeping has ceased. no more waking up at 10 AM or going to sleep at 10 PM. everything will be done in the dark. id think better in the dark. id even read better in the dark. its time to open um those books again. ahh. the joys of being in college. we all love being overworked the way an s&m addict love getting whipped. we all love being wide awake at 3 AM the way a junkie love getting high. we love having bags under our eyes and boasting this look at our friends (oh wow! look at all the flap under my eyes! look how dark my eyes are! and I swear its not mascara..) the way poser-ass frontmans wear eyeliners. my point is. we all have our own addictions, and im the farthest thing from being a workaholic, but i do enjoy a certain level of deadline-stress.

so if you've ever wanted music on those days. heres my reccomendations. taken directly from my "sleeping is for losers" playlist in my itunes.

-rufus wainwright: cigarettes and chocolate milk
(this is the song about addictions)
-sore: no fruits for today
(time asia's top 5 albums are one of sore's resume)
-damien rice: blowers daughter
(soo psychotic its good)
-corinne bailey rae: like a star
(weepy, makes that sinking feeling in your stomach)
-nancy sinatra: bang, bang
(the best gunshot themed song, ever.)
-chaka khan: through the wire
(best when driving alone. at night. on the highway.)
-amy winehouse: tears dry on their own
(best after a night of confusion)
-jack johson: breakdown
(when you know youre going to fail a test tomorrow)
-andra and the backbone: sempurna
(cheesy, but its a hell of an indonesian song)
-dashboard confessional: stolen
(this is in my every playlist.)
-death cab for cutie: a lack of color
(when you just feel inadequate.)
-fiona apple: across the universe
(by far the best cover of the beatles, this version is haunting, like the very image of fiona apple itself)
-gary jules: mad world
(OST donnie darko, so if you sleepwalk and didnt notice that you're actually dead..this is your song)
-imogen heap: hide and seek
(i dont understand it, but i myself is misunderstood..)
-jay z: song cry
(the only rap song appropriate to listen at 3 AM)
-jose gonzales: heartbeats
(oh this is some underdog gold, right here. guitar worthy even for the kings of convenience fans.)
-LAIN:train song
(warning: it may remind you of the train station, but this is another non-major label gold.)

ah. theres just so much! ill post more if you still cant stay awake. see ya!